As I sit here on this cold chair, with a fever nearly rising above 100. I ask… are you serious?
Dedicated everything to me? Who are you trying to fool. I could rip you apart. You sit and tell the world that he comfort during the worst heart break you been through. But he’s the reason you went through the heart break. You’re stupid DISHONESTY, and BS lies. How dare you put it all on me? You delusional fool. You make me laugh. We can be real for once. Why won’t you tell the whole world what REALLY broke us? Yeah we had good times, but none of it really matters if the long end you not committed to that person.
So desperate, you have to put up Craiglist Ads in the Women Seeking Men section, while we are SUPPOSEDLY together and oh wait, you SUPPOSEDLY dedicated everything into me. Just hush child, fool what you can but you still will remain hungry to fool but never will you get a full course meal. Like that analogy? It’s metaphor!!!! And you know what everything you say is pretty much a metaphor. It’s so ridiculously twisted and painful it’s making my fever rise.
And you call this guy your best friend, good. But nobody talks to each other that way and consider each best friends. Sure you can say it’s none of my business. It was when were together, when you swore with your tainted tongue that you only wanted me and was committed to me. But you dishonest. What a shame. The things I was exposed to. I don’t care what you say to watered it down. No WOMEN, I repeat… no WOMEN (No you’re still a reckless girl) will say they are committed to someone and thinks it’s ok to talk to another guy like that. It’s common sense. You were NEVER COMMITTED to me child, so just cut the BS and be real. And don’t try to use sympathy to explain your actions. “I was confused, I was lost with myself”… blah blah blah. Its ashamed that I fell it too. But that was because I was vulnerable, a guy with a loving, humble heart and will always forgive those that hurt me. I’m still that same guy, but more wise, more clever, more prepared. And you know what that’s all thanks to you Child, so pat yourself on the back for that.
There are countless other actions I could expose of you but I’m just going to save the stress from my typing fingers. Funny how you call the world stupid, when the world is laughing at your ridiculous Tumblr. Can’t even get spelling grammar correct. Nobody is going to take you serious child.
You sit and wonder why the world feels mad at you. But you don’t realize your wrongs and what you do to people. Nor do you give a flying F, excuse me God. This has and will always be your downfall.
Don’t sit here and try to act like you’re the victim. You speak of dishonesty, when you’re one of the most dishonest human beings that I have ever encounter. You lied to me, your parent, your friends, etc… God bless you for your regrets, that makes the heart break I went through a lot better. So a whole year and half of nothing. Kudos for you finding your perfect match. By which you should been with in the first time instead of dragging me through your mind games.
I try to give you the benefit of the doubt, you come to me and said God spoke in your heart. Well I saw nothing Godly of you at the time. I’m not going to judge you, because that’s between you and God. You need a serious reality check.
I’ll tell you what broke us apart Child, since you want to try to pen it all on me. First of all, you were reckless, incapable of a true HONEST, COMMITTED relationship. Second you put bad influential friends and drugs before your family and people who actually cared about you. Third you were dishonest, then questionable things to someone you say you love and want to be with.
YOU created the complications in our relationship. YOU caused the insecurity and distrust and petty things that lead us to big heartbreak.
But you know what, like you said, everything happens for a reason. This heartbreak has blossom for me something miraculously beautiful. And from you’re saying it has for too. Well Thank God, despite everything I still pray for you, and it seems God’s answering my prayers. And thats all that matters. It’s ok, live with a heart full of regrets, let it stained you. I have no regrets, but I do want forget this huge heartbreak so I can live at peace at mind. I forgave you, but not for you. For me, and the woman I’m in love with.
I’m not responding to anything else.
Do whatever makes you feel better.
Give me your best shot, you can continue this if you want, but I will always triumph over anything you throw at me. So I quote T.I by saying “Bring Em Out”