Kavion is here!!!
Dear Child…
As I sit here on this cold chair, with a fever nearly rising above 100. I ask… are you serious?
Dedicated everything to me? Who are you trying to fool. I could rip you apart. You sit and tell the world that he comfort during the worst heart break you been through. But he’s the reason you went through the heart break. You’re stupid DISHONESTY, and BS lies. How dare you put it all on me? You delusional fool. You make me laugh. We can be real for once. Why won’t you tell the whole world what REALLY broke us? Yeah we had good times, but none of it really matters if the long end you not committed to that person.
So desperate, you have to put up Craiglist Ads in the Women Seeking Men section, while we are SUPPOSEDLY together and oh wait, you SUPPOSEDLY dedicated everything into me. Just hush child, fool what you can but you still will remain hungry to fool but never will you get a full course meal. Like that analogy? It’s metaphor!!!! And you know what everything you say is pretty much a metaphor. It’s so ridiculously twisted and painful it’s making my fever rise.
And you call this guy your best friend, good. But nobody talks to each other that way and consider each best friends. Sure you can say it’s none of my business. It was when were together, when you swore with your tainted tongue that you only wanted me and was committed to me. But you dishonest. What a shame. The things I was exposed to. I don’t care what you say to watered it down. No WOMEN, I repeat… no WOMEN (No you’re still a reckless girl) will say they are committed to someone and thinks it’s ok to talk to another guy like that. It’s common sense. You were NEVER COMMITTED to me child, so just cut the BS and be real. And don’t try to use sympathy to explain your actions. “I was confused, I was lost with myself”… blah blah blah. Its ashamed that I fell it too. But that was because I was vulnerable, a guy with a loving, humble heart and will always forgive those that hurt me. I’m still that same guy, but more wise, more clever, more prepared. And you know what that’s all thanks to you Child, so pat yourself on the back for that.
There are countless other actions I could expose of you but I’m just going to save the stress from my typing fingers. Funny how you call the world stupid, when the world is laughing at your ridiculous Tumblr. Can’t even get spelling grammar correct. Nobody is going to take you serious child.
You sit and wonder why the world feels mad at you. But you don’t realize your wrongs and what you do to people. Nor do you give a flying F, excuse me God. This has and will always be your downfall.
Don’t sit here and try to act like you’re the victim. You speak of dishonesty, when you’re one of the most dishonest human beings that I have ever encounter. You lied to me, your parent, your friends, etc… God bless you for your regrets, that makes the heart break I went through a lot better. So a whole year and half of nothing. Kudos for you finding your perfect match. By which you should been with in the first time instead of dragging me through your mind games.
I try to give you the benefit of the doubt, you come to me and said God spoke in your heart. Well I saw nothing Godly of you at the time. I’m not going to judge you, because that’s between you and God. You need a serious reality check.
I’ll tell you what broke us apart Child, since you want to try to pen it all on me. First of all, you were reckless, incapable of a true HONEST, COMMITTED relationship. Second you put bad influential friends and drugs before your family and people who actually cared about you. Third you were dishonest, then questionable things to someone you say you love and want to be with.
YOU created the complications in our relationship. YOU caused the insecurity and distrust and petty things that lead us to big heartbreak.
But you know what, like you said, everything happens for a reason. This heartbreak has blossom for me something miraculously beautiful. And from you’re saying it has for too. Well Thank God, despite everything I still pray for you, and it seems God’s answering my prayers. And thats all that matters. It’s ok, live with a heart full of regrets, let it stained you. I have no regrets, but I do want forget this huge heartbreak so I can live at peace at mind. I forgave you, but not for you. For me, and the woman I’m in love with.
God Bless
I’m not responding to anything else.
Do whatever makes you feel better.
Give me your best shot, you can continue this if you want, but I will always triumph over anything you throw at me. So I quote T.I by saying “Bring Em Out”
- Kaypain
Day Five of Seven - COMMUNICATION
5. Communication – You may have heard that you have two ears and one mouth for a reason: you should talk half as much as you listen! This is a very true axiom, and you should practice listening more in your relationship. We all want to voice our opinions and be respected, but just remember that when you listen, you are giving your partner the gift of being heard and being respected. Also, when you listen to what your partner says, they will feel much better about themselves and in turn will treat you better and listen to you more. It has to be a two way street, you cannot just listen all the time. However, by paying attention to how to two of you communicate, you can strengthen and deepen your relationship.
How about you just hush up?
How about you just be quiet and move on, just forget about me? Please. It’s pathetic.
It’s salty because you got exposed to your true self. You obviously didn’t give a flying f about me, so you what? It’s all good. You now got what you always wanted. So peace be still.
I refuse to let the bs that comes out your mouth affect my day to day activities anymore. Sorry. You expected me to kiss your ass, but never again will I be on that.
I’m at PEACE.
I CHEATED on my fears, BROKE up with my doubts, got ENGAGED to my faith and now I’m MARRYING my dreams…
I hope he makes you HAPPY
I Quote Your Love…
What is Love?
When you fall in love, it is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake, and then it subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots are become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the desire to mate every second of the day. It is not lying awake at night imagining that he or she is kissing every part of your body.
“Falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful.”
Love… so many people use your name in vain…
“In real love you want the other person’s good. In romantic love you want the other person.”
Love… for those who have faith in you sometimes go astray…
”Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.”
Love… through all the ups and downs, the joys and hurts…
“Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.”
Love… for better or worst I still will choose you first…
If I could have a conversation with love as an actual human being, this would be exactly what I would say to love. A lot of people who have waited for love to enter their lives, have just given up on it actually happening.
You have no reason to hate yourself. You are talented and are soo blessed. Your lack of confidence is what turns people off. Love starts from within. YOU ARE NOT UGLY! I think you kinda cute. (no lie) for what thats worth. When you clean yourself up and get focused you are bound to pull hoes. You are always trying to look for love and you need to let it come to you. stop trying yto rush it it never comes that way
You need to stop settling. You settled for her and you settled for not having a job a long ass time. Start building yourself up
The reason you feel so drained and empty is because you put everything into her and nothing into yourself.
You can’t validate yourself from someone else’s perspective. When you do that you loose who you are. I feel you don’t know who you are because you never tried to discover yourself
